Basics ;
Name : Fatihah Ubaidah Ismail
Age :sweet 20
Hobbies :dengaq lagu >:D baca novel english, lepak dengan dua ekor Setan <3
Birthday : (perlu ke? fineee) 07.10
Location : dearest Jitra <3
Dreams: a classic, bombastic, exciting getaway with them
Fav. Colors : PINK ~
Fav. Animals :You? LOL
Favorites :(OMG)Fazliani, Hafiq, Khairul, Physiotherapy degree, menyetan


Facts ;
Born in KL Maternity Hosp. on 3:45 pm on 7th of October. trying to be a writer. terima je la diri aku seadanya :D terima kasih, oh . single but not available :) keep that in mind !

My last photo of the year :)

Hi and Assalamu'alaikum gais ! It's been a year since I've last updated my blog. Okay so matriks dah habis, i struggled myself to get into degree. Apa yang aku boleh cakap la ni, degree life is so exciting especially with  these three people :) Where I study? Let that be a secret.

Pesan aku la kat hampa luaq sana, in degree life, you'll met friends you've never seen before. Well kat sini ramai aku jumpa fake friends, true friends (?) and my everything ( for now, but I hope it's forever) aku dah belajaq untuk move on. to be honest, senior masam is no more. Our hellish relationship ended. walaupun pada mulanya, semuanya indah. trust me girls and guys. a relationship is something exaggerated by the media. it's not as heavenly as tht.

Entah la aku nak habaq macam mana tapi gila berbeza la. Jadual tak padat, kelas banyak senggang. Kat uni ni la byk ajaq aku tengok dunia ni macam mana. Aku dah berubah, aku bukan Fatihah Ubaidah yang dulu. Dulu, aku ni jenis yang narrow-minded ? La ni boleh la open minded sikit and a bit bebas. Even so, along the way here, I had to lost many as much as to gain everything. Tuhan, bagilah kekal apa yang aku ada la ni kalau boleh nak sampai bila-bila. Aku dah xboleh nak terluka, aku dah xmau hilang lagi orang. penat, cukup la aku dah sabaq banyak dah dengan org. makin besaq ni, makin banyak kawan yang kita kena kerat buang. bestfriends? biaq sikit, janji bernilai. takpayah banyak-2 dah.

kadang tak semestinya orang yang hang tengok baik tu, boleh terima hakikat hidup hang. tengok macam rapat dgn hg, tapi actually not. Trust me, it's from my personal experience. What I love about fate is, how it beautifully intertwines peoples' life story to intercept and to continue from there. cantiknya susunan Tuhan tu yang setiap benda ada hikmahNya. ada pengajaran yang dia nak ajaq hamba-hamba Dia. Aku pun tak sangka aku nak hilang beberapa orang dalam hidup aku, yang aku expect takkan hilang pun. Allah nak ajaq aku, semua hati tu Dia yang punya. hang nak? hang mintak ja kat dia. In sha Allah Dia bg kalau memang itu tertulis untuk hang.

di bawah ni aku kepilkan je la gambar aku yang bermakna this sem :D

Ice skating at IOI Mall

Ice bucketing at AEON SA

(Khairul, Hafiq)

Firstly, Khairul my classmate. budak Inanam KK, SABAH. Pemalu budaknya, tapi depan orang lain la. Depan aku, lain -.- Orang Dusun k, Dusun. as time passes he was a cool friend to hang out with la. simple minded, a bit matured, punctual. dia sangat fokus in his studies which is good sebab mmg aku perlukan kwn mcm ni dalam kos aku utk aku senang study. masalah aku kalau sampai kat dia ni simple ja jadinya. kadang tu dia dengaq ja aku beletiaq merepek. aku malaih nak tulis banyak pasai dia ni , susah nanti dia perasan >:D

Second, Hafiq :) OKAY <3 budak Kota Marudu, SABAH jgk. He's VERY understanding of my feelings. considerate. a future dietitian. hahahahahahaha budak ni budak yang sangat...... hehehehehe... indescribable. Seems shy at first but then, he was the noisiest, the craziest of all. HAHA, simply to say he's got full of surprises up his sleeves. budak ni la budak yang paling gila aku penah jumpa sepanjang 19 y/o of living. serious.  he hears lots of my rants and weeps when i was down. masa mak meninggal pun, dia dengan khairul teman je aku makan aiskrim di kafe tu :') lots and lots of incidence happened and he stayed. Thank you so much. Tuhan je boleh balas kau ni weh :'(

 then people start wondering why I've changed. susah la bila manusia ni expect aku ni budak yang sama sedangkan sebab depa la aku berubah. judgementals everywhere. teruih terang la kalau hampa ada terbaca kan blog aku ni, first of all dulu i do care but now i justfucking don't. OK? kata pi la aku ada geng baru ka apa, aku tak lupa hampa; hampa dok buat gedik piang kata macam-macam. oh well ada aku pedulik? mampoih pi la. payah la kalau aku ni asyik jadi kambing hitam ja kan?

this is the path I chose, and in sha Allah I will stay. I will follow what makes me happy and not what others think ( lagi boleh patuh Tuhan patuh la.) aku sungguh dah penat nak ikut orang and menangis sebab aku dah tak tahan. dah semua tu dalam past aku. sekarang ni aku nak focus on creating a brilliant future ja. yang lain hat bagi sakit hati tu sila meninggal. 

me and Faz

tbh I look fugly in the picture. aku jumpa dia ni dalam kelab debat, then we went for Arau training together. masa balik tu, entah macam mana boleh rapat pulak dengan dia ni. maybe cause we sync with each other a lot. dia ni pandai makeup, fashionable. jauh langit dan bumi banding dengan aku. she's a very understanding person. selalu jugak ajak aku pegi bilik dia kalau aku nak rant pasal tomato aku and aku pun suka dengaq dia rant pasal prince dia tu. AHAHAHA. cuma masa aku tgkap gmbr ni dia simple je sebab kami kat cafe . Takyah nak melaram sgt la. gosh, I'd give the world to her if  I can just to make her happy. I love her so much. thank you for the plethora of support girl. I hope that our story book never has an ending. Girl, please know that even if the stars are too far to reach, you can still look at them with your eyes filled with excitement. there will be a time, a creation on earth which will astonish you with its beauty far more than the star did ;)

SO , to conclude ada banyak je events yang happening, tapi the most happening 2016 events tht happened in my life is them. God, please don't let anything gets in the way. if a storm happen to pass by, I prayers are that so our boat of friendship find its way back. nite peeps